I don’t know. I don’t want to get together and talk if all you’re going to say is ‘I don’t know what I’m doing. This is really confusing’ again.

It’s not confusing. You want things to stay how they are because you get the best of both worlds. You get to have a shag whenever you want and have a laugh, but you dont have to make any commitment to being good to that person. You can do whatever you want and cop out by saying ‘well you’re not my girlfriend’. You can blame the fact that you’re screwed up in the head but refuse to do anything to get better (like see a doctor).

And I also doubt that you’re worried about how I feel. Knowing that I fell in love with you and found everything that happened pretty difficult, you can’t possibly think that sleeping together would have no affect on me. Then you do intimate things and expect me not to question how you feel. Stop behaving one way and then saying the opposite. You say you care about me as a friend but you use me to make yourself feel better without worrying about how it makes me feel.

If you wanted to be with me, you would be. I value myself more than continuing to let you use me this way.

So no, I don’t want to get together and talk.